I guess people are really shallow

but there's always an oddball found in the bunch =)
It's okay life is hard
I look back and I think bad
I get mad but it's hard
to remember what's in my bag

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Monday, May 17, 2010

Gee "sorry" for pointing something out

Sunday, May 16, 2010

I broke a glass jar of strawberry (or raspberry) jam at work after a sweet little old lady paid for it. I was packing it in her shopping cart and it literally slipped out of my hands. I felt so bad, the cute old lady said "oh that's fine, I didn't need it anyways" and holy shat first thought as it was falling: nah it won't break
Second thought: shit it broke
Third thought: i.am.in.so.much.trouble.
Fourth thought as my face turned into the color of my sweater (yeah, i was wearing my hot pink sweater) and as my coworker stared at me: oh crap i'm getting fired

It turns out I didn't get fired. I was a good girl and told one of the supervisors what happened and he actually helped me clean it. My other co-workers were telling me that accidents happen and that this is by far not the worst thing that has spilled on the floor (quoting one of their words "vinegar and olive is way worse than this"). That made me feel better. So I cleaned my mess, the old sweet lady got another jar of jam (i think), and the cashier I was helping got a small bruise on her foot :( But everything is fine now, I hope.

Later on that day I was talking to a friend who also works as a cashier assistant and she mentioned how you're not supposed to rush things, or else accidents happen. I guess I'm not the only one who's made a mistake like that!
so pheww
anyways I just found this really old vid of when my cousin Javiera visited me, and holy cow i was fat :|
and don't mind the language :P

Saturday, May 15, 2010

This really sums up my childhood under your shadow

Too bad you can't understand it

braiN deaD

this is horrible, i cannot think today :( i've been trying to write my essay for like 4 hours and it's not working (on top of other things)
father was being a butt again today; he just needs to open his mouth and then shit happens. congrats on making my day suck
I don't know, maybe I need my nap :S i really, really need a nap in order to stay up late -- like, really. I'm not joking, i NEED a nap. If I don't take it, i will fall asleep earlier, which is a total bummer in some occasions.
anyways, I am really excited about prom now that we're set with the hotel and uh.. soft drinks. lol (A) i hope that night makes up for all the stuff that happened in the last 4 years. however, the day after that, i have to start moving my stuff from my current cave - i mean room. summer will be really different this year, i know, i can tell. At least I'll be with most of my good friends at the same school next year, but the ones that are missing will surely be missed.
LMFAO I'm currently watching the first wives club. it's a 90's movie featuring diane keaton, bette midler and goldie hawn. i LOL'd at this part where they were singing like teenage girls and then diane keaton bursts out in the chorus and the other two are so weirded out by it xD It really feels like something that NVG would do.
Im so glad things are fine with us. Yeah, goodbye to the old grade nine days where we sang irreplaceable. But hey! it's like the garden of eden; we destroyed it, so now we gotta aim for the best we can. and i know we can.
today was my first day as a cashier assistant at costco and im pretty satisfied with my results =) since i didnt know what to do, every one was really nice and corrected me and i felt like making mistakes was fine. although it was like a 5 hours workout (YAY!) and right now i can't work on my essay, it was a good way to start the routine that will follow for the next 3 months =) The good thing is that I'mm already familiar wiht the staff and I already have my friends, so people were congratulating me at work 8(as i figured out, if one place doesn't make u feel good, the other one will!!

I don't really miss the flower job, but i HOPE HOPE HOPE that my old supervisor realizes that he has the answer RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIS FACE! Dude, they fully say they don't discriminate but he's fully discriminating right now -_- like wtf...

Some one's birthday is coming up soon ;) It's time to finish my present and then see if there's anything on my brain that can me written on paper!



ps: I guess being more open will help. can't wait till we call!!

Sunday, May 9, 2010

11:11

I stopped wishing for me and started wishing for you

Stopped wishing for us just so you could make it

It better work this time

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

So this may sound really disgusting
but the worst thing about throwing up in your sink
is when the sink is already clogged with some of your (or your brother's) crap.
*sighs* at least dad got this special liquid that cleans it =D

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

This is horrible

I threw up twice (ew bile), got out of my system everything I ate yesterday (it starts with d and ends with a), I got really dizzy, and then I got a fever :(

It feels like I can’t sing anymore because I lost my voice too.

u.u

I wasn't the only one who got sick today; two of my friends felt like that too, so I think that it's because of the NYC trip. We probably ate something or lacked sleep.

Another reason as to why I got sick could be my recent reactions to milk. Lately, my stomach has been hurting whenever I drink milk and I don't know why. Last night I drank milk and this happened. The stupid thing is that it's like a habit for me to drink tea and milk -_- I've always drank it but never got any bad effects from it. If this gets worse, I should go to the doctor.

I guess I won't be able to drink milk anymore 8(