I guess people are really shallow

but there's always an oddball found in the bunch =)
It's okay life is hard
I look back and I think bad
I get mad but it's hard
to remember what's in my bag

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

Hi

No, blog, you're NOT dead.


yet

tee hee

there are so many things I want to talk about, but I feel like I am to lazy to mention them ;P So if I remember anything, I will write about it.
But I leave you with these good advices:
-Wearing Pj's to school is like, awesome.
-ONLY buy nice pants when they are on sale, and they cost less than 12 dollars. it's worth it.
-people do not know how to treat flowers ugh.
^okay that wants an advice, i just had to let that out. One time, this lady stops by my flower stand and she looks at the flowers. she's like "the mini carnations [a type of flower] are all broken"then she walks to the other side and says "15 bucks for this? I'm disappointed. I am really disappointed" And I just wanted to tell her to eff off so bad. So when she turned around and walked away I did and it felt very good. It's like, wtf, you come here ONLY to complain about the flowers -_-'' get an effing life or go buy somewhere else. Ugh. I am not beign racist here, but Caucasians can either be really, really nice or really bitchy. at least I get paid for making flowers look pretty.

On a happy side note... YAY IT'S CHRISTMAS! This year went by TOO fats. I don't like that. Soon we will all be heading in different directions (which reminds me... I got accepted at York LMFAOOOO). Thank God facebook and msn exists. Technology is really shaping our lives :|

Although I did not get a lot of presents from my parents, I understand it ;P We can't really afford luxuries since we're 6 people. But they do what they can, so I thank them. And my brothers need to stop growing, I don't wanna be the shortest out of the 4 of us 8(

Anyways, thats it for now. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Monday, December 7, 2009

Farewell

How can I take my body to another place
if my heart is still home?
How can we say farewell
if there is still a lot to dwell?

Tell me, friend,
tell me how to make amends
with the only place I knew,
the only sky I flew.

When can we move on?
We have to, for the sake of our own
Tell me friend,
how can we forget
what we knew and left?

I left my love
for one that will never be lost.
My tears will not be the same
because they are not falling in your sea.
But our memories together
will stay with me.

Every tear I cry,
every cut in my hands
will reward my decision
of leaving our land.

Of leaving you,
us.
Red, Blue and White
will never look more beautiful
than in your tides.


---
patriotic cheeseeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Random Facts
1) When I use ear phones, my ears always hurt unless I use the right earphone on my left ear, and the left earphone on my right ear :|
2) When I was little, I used to have this portrait of a clown hung in my room. I wasn't scared of it but my brother was.
3) My hair is falling. Like crazy. Next time you see me, i'm going to be bald.
4) Shakira was so much cooler when she wasn't Americanized http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8yUzDA526E
5) Twilight and Glee are overrated.
6) I've come to realize that by doing what everyone else is doing does not mean you enjoy it.
7) I wear two different pair of socks whenever I can. I feel coooooooool.
8) I don't really like talking about myself or my feelings (hence, #4 and 5)
9) I spent like 100 dollars on presents for only ONE person. I do not regret it 8(
10) I blush at random times, and they usually deal with my boyfriend's name or strangers talking to me :|
11) Clowns are not scary.
12) Broccoli, cauliflower, carrots, beans, corn, lentils, peas, artichoke, mayonnaise, peanuts, peanut butter, nutella, and the color orange are SOME of the things I don't like.
13) People can be reaaaaaally annoying.
14) Most of the time, I dislike people who have personality traits like mine. I guess I don't like myself that much :|
15) Be jealous, my b/f pwns everyone ;) He's just marLo <3 People stare, but we don't care.
16) I still have baby teeth.
17) Seals are better than polar bears and other animals that are considered "cute" by everyone.
18) You know you need a new pair of school pants when they rip all the way to your crotch.
19) FOB as hell. Live with it.
20) How I Met Your Mother is LEGEN-wait for it-DARY
21) I wish I took dance lessons. No, I am not pro at any latin dance you see me do. I improvise half of the time.
22) When I walk to school, I play this game where if you step on the lines that divide the sidewalk, you will fall :O!
23) I think/say/do random stuff all the time. I don't know how my friends are still my friends cuz i'm just so weird :|
24) I hold grudges, but hide them as much as I can.
25) I can sing silent night in three languages. PWND
=D
=D
And for my iPod list, let's add Frank Sinatra

Thursday, December 3, 2009

So when I get an iPod (hopefully during xmas break) i am gonna put LOTS AND LOTS of music in it =D here's my list so far:
ALL of Mcfly albums
ALL of The Beatles Albums, including rarities and alternate versions
Coldplay
Oasis
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.
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and i'll see what other good songs are out there later.
BACK TO HWK

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Enlightenment

So I've discovered that even if I read a spoiler, I still get excited when that spoiler happens. LOL
Like when I was reading Harry Potter 6 I already knew that Dumbledore died, but I still bawled my eyes when I read that part.
And when I read a spoiler of breaking dawn that said that Bella got pregnant like 10 minutes before I went to buy the book, I was still shocked... and disgusted.
Now it happened with HYMIM. I love you.


GNIGHT and flutes dont forget, 7:30 am sectional tomorrow!

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Lalala

Lalala mira que liindo el cielo azuuuuul aunque ahora esta negro porque es de noche :O!
jajaja nadie entiende lo que estoy diciendo, anoser que usen un traductor como el de google ;P

lol so i gotta practise writing/speaking more in spanish.

chao!

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Thank God...

Thank God we pulled off a dance in one day (nat, michelle, and me)
Again, I am very glad that my friends are asians cuz my latin group is just sooo... lovely.
nothing against them, but the dance is not looking good :/
neways... tomorrow is multi so i guess i'll blog about it with pics and vids=)

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Will you...

will you hold my hand until the end of time?
will you hold my hand and be by my side?
will you hold it in my dreams?
and please my nightmares
so they don't hunt us in our sleep...?

will you hold it if i told you so?
will you also hold my toe?
will you, please, hold it forever?

but what if you said no?
what if the world stops?
what if our hands are cut off?
and feelings can't me shown no more?
what if it's never?

will you let it go?
will you ever hold it?
will you, please, hold it forever?

will you love my hand?
will you take my stand?
lock your fingers in mine?
create something divine?
will you, please, hold my hand?

Homeworkless Weekend



Homeworkless weekend, yet BUSY weekend

FRIDAY
YAY SEMIIIIIIIIII <333 I GOT MY TICKET =D
I went to pratise dance with the latina girls. Omg so tiring and hard-core. Once we show it in Multi you'll realize how much hip movement we do. It's sooooo "caliente" Yeah, my legs and bum are still sore from that. But can't complain, the girls are pretty amazing and nice and it's like going back to my country because we kiss each other on the cheeks and we yell a lot =)
Then after that I walked/ran back to my house to get ready for Vee's. I got the brownies and my camera, and off to Veronica's I went. Omg this gathering was magical <3! onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_HkmPv2hvSpY/SwnTe9aXFHI/AAAAAAAAABc/si82Hlj0Vtw/s1600/Picture+3381.jpg">is 7 dollar jeans from value village and his skinny self =) And don't forget Yvonne's usual friday attire (the school uniform, I love your expensive clothes <3) Nat left us early because she had to go to the choir competition (congrats to all of them), but the fun didn't stop. We ate pizza, brownies (i think im gonna make some after this post), and sang/danced karaoke like crazy. I love how all of my friends are asian =) Seriously, I do. TY to all of you for making everything worthwhile. oh and I GOT MY FIRST PAYCHEECCK<3!!!


SATURDAY
So I had to wake up at like 9 because of work. No, I didn't have to work, but the other flower lady wanted to see me because new flowers came in and blablablabla ;P so after I was done w/ all the flower stuff, I waited until my mom got off work (which was 11:30 AM, yes AM) by going to Winners to find a shirt for my grad photo, and the worst thing happened...
So this grade 13 guy who goes to our school works there was a security guard, and I was coming in after throwing something out in the garbage outside. I accidentally walked into the glass that was beside the slide door because I thought it was gonna move, and he fully saw it. The he started laughing and that was one of the most embarrassing that has ever happened to me in public :$ :$ I was like dont tell anyone! And it was really embarrassing... I think it's a pattern, because last year I fully embarrassed myself when that same guy passed by LOLOLOL oh god...
ANYWAYS since I didn't find a shirt in Winners, i went to the Sirens that's near Silvercity and it was heaven <3 YAY im a size small =D I bought a shirt, and i was gonna get a pair of cheap skinny jeans (12.50!!) but i didn't because I was gonna go out later.
When I came home my mommy made perogies and we ate them C: and so I waited until Marlo said that we could go out and we did :D:D:D:D it was our celebration of 11 months =$ We went to sq1 and then to Kelsey's C: and ate nachooosss.

SUNDAY
woke up at 7 am. then WORK WORK WORK. I love my job, it's so colourful. But after spending like 4 hours standing without moving my feet get tired. It's worth it tho, I really like it =) Some people are sooo rude tho. Like this one lady was like "do you have any idea where there (i dont know what) are?" and i said "probably in one of those aisles" and then she walked away laughing sarcastically and repeating what i said. I was like wtff ruuuuude. Its not my fault i just got hired you wench -.-''
But yeah, a lot of people like buying flowers. It's nice hearing the occasions. And MEN are usually the ones who buy flowers, which is really cute because it's probab;y for their wives. Women... they just look at the flowers and then walk away (most of the times), but men are the ones who actually wanna buy them 8( Oh and there is a grade 11 girl who works there as a demo girl =) so cool... Im not alone
After work i came home, lied down on my bed, and read until I took a nap. I'm soo sleeping early today. I've been waking up early every single day of the week so i gotta catch up on sleep =) I watched 2 episodes of How I Met Your Mother (it's legendary), and decided to blogg about my weekend. Now I'm waiting for the brownies to be ready cuz i'm STARVING lol.
Sooo anyways

I didn't know this weekend was gonna turn out like this

(=

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Just Another Day

Fuuckk band sucked, period.
those grade 11's need to learn how to hold an instrument and its really pissing me off. Especially that seahorse face girl but w/e

Soooo today we had our uni application meeting and i am so freaking scared. its not even FUNNY :| like omg... i have a feeling that i will fail for the rest of my life and don't say the opposite.

I could've easily skipped first period to get more sleep after staying up until 1:30 last night x3 We didn't even present on writer's!!

*dies* sighhh... and i gotta pay for semi.

I can't wait until school is over, it's getting annoying with the lower grades that think they're all that.
but they are all nothing n.n

anyways, on a brighter side

H11M =D

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

I didn't know

I didn't know...
that it was going to be this way
Who would have thought?
Coming from a normal family,
high standards,
normal life...

I didn't know...
that I was going to catch up
on what was going on
that life was gonna turn this way.
It is a change,
a new perspective.

I didn't know...







that I had a blog :|